– It’s all about perspective

I have lost my passion!
And I do not believe that
I made the right decision
As I very well know with all my heart that
Medicine is not for me
Why would I ever think that
I have exactly what it takes
To be a physician
What I need
Passion, compassion, devotion
I have no more
There will never be a day when
I wake up with zest
With the thought of taking care of my patient
Why… Is it worth it? I ask myself
Medical training brought
The pressure, the fatigue, the insecurity
This is the question I ask everyday
Is this where I wanted to end up?

(Now read from bottom up)